| for my ladies |
[Sep. 1st, 2006|02:37 am] |
ok, I just thought of something to actually write about...this is a no-brainer, and should work given that there's no children involved. But for the young woman, I guess? hah. Ok, it's called signs that you know for sure you NEED to leave him
- he already cheated on you - you're unhappy for more than 2 weeks straight - you feel like you don't even HAVE a boyfriend - he treats you like crap, and you know it! - he's a constant liar
fuck, come on. just put it out of its misery, already! |
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| i feel like a construction worker! |
[Aug. 22nd, 2005|07:48 pm] |
so for the past 2 days, my mom has been making me carry heavy boxes and JUNK frmo the attic to the yard. it took like 3 hours for me and jay BY OURSELVES to removed everything. i used muscles i didn't know i even had, and i'm all sore and my hands are calloused and numb. ugh. well now she (my mom) wont let me go anywhere or do anything until the whole upstairs is complete. this is going to take forever, seriously. today all afternoon was spent applying a layer of primer paint or some shit to the ceiling and walls then painting the wall and door and doorframe. what sucks about this room (it's the attic) is how the ceiling gets severely slanted over a huge area of floor, so it's really hard to work under the corners of where the ceiling goes to the ground. if that made sense... ugh.
still have a FULL month of summer left. i actually wish i started school earlier so that i can move back to my apt. it sucks being at home THIS long, it's driving me crazy! it's so messed up.. not being able to go anywhere, hang out with friends... what friends? ha...! i just want to go back to my apartment... |
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| ahahahaah |
[Aug. 15th, 2005|07:34 pm] |
Just nothing. It sucks being at home for THIS freaking long. i wish school started earlier than it did. my mom wont let me go anywhere but stay home all day, every day.. and i'm 21! i dont get this.. doesn't she know that as soon as i move back to my apt for school days, i do whatever the hell i want? come on now. she is so controlling...
anyway, jay wants to watch a movie now. better watch now before he goes and DOES SOMETHING ELSE. |
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| blahhhhhhh |
[Aug. 9th, 2005|03:14 pm] |
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so like... i have an appt soon, i actually should be leaving right now. my mom is here now.. crap. i will be back later. |
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| pics from japan/philippines |
[Jul. 25th, 2005|04:30 pm] |
 this guy had cool pants and shoes
 view from a see-thru glass floor on the tokyo tower
 i dont know what he's drinking, haha
 some japanese girls in the restaurant
 anuthuh
 bad spelling EVERYWHERE
 Ricky. Everyone who goes to Japan needs a picture next to their wacky vending machines that are everywhere

 eating. my mom next to me, and my aunts
 jay eats squid ink ...
 blah!
 japanese food
 jay w/ a distant relative.. her name is Ariza
 grocery shoppin. i'm pretending to push it
 on the subway
 Ricky and Jay next to some random girls. that hair color is popular over there
 hi
 me w/ relatives
 cell phones
 random ppl
 sitting on the floor for dinner
 a different dinner
 doing absolutely nothing
 Ricky w/ Mariko(uncle) and his BIMMER.. ricky wants.
 yawning
 all our damn luggage. mostly my mom's.
 my cousins

 passing over a bridge in Tokyo
 rinsing my hands at the fountain before entering the temple


 more eating..
 jay at the hotel
 the airport the next day
 blahhhh tired and pooped
 view out the window

 flying over the Pacific Ocean
 the moniter of the flight
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philippines:
 getting ready for some rafting!
 me my brothers and cousins
 the waterfall at pagsanjan
 jay next to some kilns, or pottery ovens
 a dirt road we took as a "shortcut"
 dinner w/ family
 dinner w/ family on the beach, @ china sea
 boating

 my cousin jomer
 Jay at our china sea shore beach property
 surprise bday party at the house for me
 the food
 relatives
that's enough for now, aha. |
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| the first 4th of july not spent in america |
[Jul. 4th, 2005|08:37 am] |
today was interesting....
uncle rufo took us around Hagonoy, since it's ricky and jay's 2nd day here.. and we went to his friend's house who has some boats. (the whole village is surrounded by random fish ponds, swamps, lots of water (dirty and polluted)). so 12 of us (all cousins aunts and my uncle) went on a boat ride on this shaky narrow little canoe-like motor boat. i think they use it for like going out to catch fish, i dunno. but it was sooo fucking scary because i was afraid of it tipping over or some shit and then we'd fall into the sewage water. even tho it didn't tip over (altho it came close), we got sprayed with either i dont know what it was, the dirty water, or rain cuz it was raining lightly. it was scary getting in and out of the boat, because there wasn't a walkway or anything, and had to walk across a narrow beam over the water and hop onto some tied up boats, walk across those, and onto the boat we rode in. when getting out, i slipped (everything was wet and slippery) and fell halway into one of the still boats that had junk in it and cut my foot on a rusty metal thing. but it seems to be healing now, it's ok because they cleaned it there and i put anti-biotic gel on it. every day is like an adventure! even tho it's scary, haha, it's still a fun, good experience. even tho my mom is pissed cuz she didn't know about it...
it's funny how people think this WHOLE country is ghetto and has no electricity or anything, but everywhere isn't like that... the main cities have skyscrapers, starbucks, internet cafes, designer store boutiques, mercedes benz car dealers....i was actually surprised. they even had market places JUST like the Spectrum.
anyway, need to get ready for bed since we're getting up early, i guess.. my nose is all stuffed and i'm getting over my Bronchitis that i developed within 5 days of basking in the smog here. nite. |
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| something interesting today.. |
[Jun. 30th, 2005|09:39 am] |
still in the philippines..... while driving to manila or something, in traffic, there were these plants along the road that resembled marijuana plants. i didn't notice until my mom did, and here's the convo:
mom: look...! isn't that marijuana?! me: uhh. i don't think so? it can't be... mom: but it grows wild here. and it looks like it. me: then hurry, go get some! mom: *thinks hard for a second* ...but how would we get through the airport?
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| just here..... |
[Jun. 29th, 2005|06:37 pm] |
i'm still here in the philippines on vacation. in a couple hours, we're going to drive to Manila for shopping. the malls are kinda boring here, like, they're HUGE as hell, but they don't have like GOOD stores.. it's just a huge fucking building with a million stores i wouldn't wanna go inside. but there are a few good ones...
the other day ago, we went to Makati city. i got PRESCRIBED Burberry glasses w/ transition lenses for like $200. and another pair of Polo prescribed reading glasses for $40. damn! me and my mom both got prescribed Burberry glasses, haha. good choice, mom.
ronnie has been weird. maybe it's cuz we're 5,000 miles apart? it's just that i got soo pissed that he had that bitch from work's NUMBER on his AIM and her fucking screen name. piece of shit. i was so mad. that's fucked up that he'd have her number. he is such a goddamn liar.
i was going to ignore him the rest of my vacation, but i went online and BAM there he was. ugh.
when i get back i'll post pics. i can't post them now cuz they're like HUGE and i don't have editing software like all the gadgets and crap on my other computer. anyway gotta go cuz i have to eat. |
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| filipinnes |
[Jun. 23rd, 2005|07:39 pm] |
they made my face really smooth. i also got my hair done, and did some shopping, etc.
on the way there, this guy i didn't recognize was driving and i thought he was some cousin of mine that i just didn't remember who he was or something, n i asked my mom who he was and turned out it's just a driver my mom's sister hired that just drives us wherever. kinda weird tho. sux, he had to wait in the car for 8 hours while we were at the mall. i wonder what he did..probabl sleep.
at night it rains really fucking hard and there's lighting and thunder SOO close like i've never seen before. if you've ever aten at Rainforest cafe, it's JUST like that, except the thunder is way louder it set off all the car alarms in the parking lot.
on the way to manila, we stopped for gas and there HAPPENED to be a damn starbucks right there. so me and ruby went in and i got a latte, haha. everyhthing looks the same inside like in the US.. except for police officers w/ huge ass guns inside guarding the door. there's police in those places all day because they get robbed frequently. like the american stores like starbucks and mcdonalds that are here, there's soldiers inside guarding the entrance.
i took some crazy pictures on digital. wont post those tho in a couple weeks. the way ppl drive here, i can only explain, is to just imagine like 200 carts crowding in the aisles of a grocery store. you know how they just move slowly yet they don't really bang into each other or even touch each other..that's how they drive in their "lanes" here. it's insane! i could never drive over here, it's too crazy.
i think i'm going to lay down. i sholdn't have aten like 6 pandesals. ahha. shit! |
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| blaaaahhhhhhh let's explode! |
[Jun. 15th, 2005|02:11 am] |
Today my mom and I had dentist appts @ Newport Beach, so naturally we strolled over to Fashion Island after we were done. she finally bought her Furla bag that she's ALWAYS friggin' wanted, and it was on sale like almost $200 off, haha. so she just HAD to get it. i'm so happy for her!
but sadly, i didn't get anything...there just wasn't anything i would have bought and used more than once, hah. they had these fucking burberrys everywhere that i see on DGO for like half the price, grrrrr. i want one! they look so much better in person than they do on computer images, seriously, i think that's what stops me from pressing that final "submit order" button on the computer to buy it, is just because of that. and then when i see it at the damn store, i'm like GAHHHHHHHHHH *cries*. i'm sooooo lame!
so there's a 5% chance, or some shit, that we're not going to the philipinnes anymore, because of some political rally in Manila. i dont know. sounds kinda stupid, i mean, isn't there a way to avoid it? ugh. i don't think it'll cause us THAT much trouble. stupid people. corrupted country. over there, that is.
*sigh* i miss my babish.. i hope i get to see him tomorrow! i'm afraid of getting used to not seeing him. it's like i dont even have a boyfriend when he's just 20 mins away. this is so stupid! i should be allowed to see whoever i want! god!!!!!
so mad now.
i want these fucking braces off!!!!! ughhhhhhh. they piss me off so bad!!! i hate them!!!!
ok, bedddddd. |
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| nothing better to do, besides sleep |
[Jun. 14th, 2005|02:04 am] |
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| | hungry | ] | my bird is totally possessed right now. he's talking to my fingers, and his eyes are all crazy!
ehh i dont wanna go to bed yet. but i still feel tired. :0\ |
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